im worth waiting for

I know those harsh words
I feel those cold hands
I hear the deep breaths
I don't want to do this
I want cuddle under a blanket
and go back to when i was younger and
then my biggest fear was doing the monkey bars
I'm told im not worth it
that every ones doing it why shouldn't I
I wont be good enough until I do
That i cant get another guy until i do this
I want to remember what the ONES told me
they told me i could do it
that i can follow my dreams
that i shouldnt fall in for it
that I'M worth waiting for
So I get up tall and strong
Waiting now for the one to share my love with
to be completed by that one person who is special to me
I will wait and I will find them because
I"M worth waiting for

Heyxd

Heyxd is awsome! I recentley joined it and i love it! I can listen to music, watch youtube videos, play games, and even watch tv shows! How cool. But thats not all i can invite friends and earn points. With these point i can buy smileys. Smiley are so sute and make me feel happy. I can even create my own smiey and sell it for points. I definteley suggest going its soooo much fun!

girl meets boy

he likes me, he likes me not,
i think he does, finally i have been waiting for someone
to like me and not my own cousin.
Everytime i like someone they like her.
Its my chance my time and i am going for it.
I dont know his name but i dont have to.
His eyes say it all. Dark brown eyes that i get lost in.
He save my head from getting hit from a footbal like 10 times.
I hope ill get another chance to see him.
i want to give him my number but i dont.
i like him, i like him ALOT!!

i walk the road each day
hoping ill find that someone that can help me find my way
i make the right choice but everyone is dissapointed
i try so hard but it dosent matter
i do good but it turns on me like a pack of wolves and i as the prey
i try to run from them but their catching up
hiding behind a tree my last chance
then they stop
stare me straight in the eyes
suddenly a strong wind comes
the wolves get worried and run away
i go to a little shelter ahead and sit
out of no where the sun starts to shine and all the wolves are dead
i was saved
saved by an angel

the bright colors

the smiling faces

warming the room every minute

the sound of laughter is shared by everyone

the worries wiping away from the faces like there is hope

hope to find a new future

hope to find a better self

hoping just hoping that something would go right

its there everyday in the sir

you just have to grab and hold on

let go

i try i fail i try i fail
with you theres no winning no happiness
everytime i see you i get sad inside i thought i did good but you treat me like crap
doing things that shouldnt be done saying things not meant to be said
we go through this everyday not fighting but barley holding on
i cant handle it anymore
i cant bear to be the one
i dont have the right words i dont have the right signs
im there if there if you cant find anyone else
we used to be close used to be good but all the used to bes arent enough to be now
its over its done were gone
later there might be another chance but ive gone through to many
im gonna lose my self if you dont let go
let go

bells

the sounds of the bells ringing in the air
the feel of freedom wraping around me
the feel of all the excitment buzzing through me
i start to lose my mind its going further
stop. that smell of a single rose
the sunshine warming my skin
i know this yes i know this
can it be true
can it be real